I stayed home from work yesterday because I was sick. Pukey sick. Never puked, but did my best not to make it happen. Lots of toast, crackers, 7Up, etc. And lots of couch time. I think that explains part of why my back is a wreck. Plus I am tired. I don't feel rested even though I got a good night's sleep last night. I am hoping my little mini-vacation will help me.
David signed the decree yesterday. The lawyer will file tomorrow or Thursday and I guess it's all over and done with then. Well at least the marriage part is over and done with. The name change part begins. I am still not sure when the rest of my life begins...finding a new normal is a bitch.
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I hope you get to feeling better.
I also know that you'll find your new normal. You're strong even if some days you don't feel like it.
Love,
Holly
thanks, holly...you're way stronger, I think...
Feel better soon.
Don't worry about rushing to find your new normal. You'll find it.
Take your time gal, and give yourself some credit for the things you HAVE accomplished. You are doing your best, which will be different from moment to moment. Under any circumstance, healthy or sick, happy or sad, married or flying solo again, you always do your best and then you'll have no regrets, and no self-judgement. I love you and am glad that you have made it past the paper signing stage....the feeling good part will come in time.
Amy you are one tough cookie, it is all going to be okay one day. I think the mini-vacation has come at the perfect time, nothing like family to make you feel like you are at home with yourself, even if it's just a little bit.
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